Mom, I can drive

Yay!!

what's for lunch

If your body could talk what would it say about you?

We’ve all heard the old adage ‘you are what you eat’, but have you ever stopped to think exactly how true that is? Put simply, healthy eating is the key to well being. We all have up to 100 trillion cells in our bodies, each one demanding a constant supply of daily nutrients in order to function optimally. Food affects all of these cells, and by extension, every aspect of our being: mood, energy levels, food cravings, thinking capacity, sex drive, sleeping habits and general health. If you feed your body junk and convenience foods it’ll simply lay down fat, lower your energy, even your brain power.

and then blah blah blah..
its not that I don't want to talk about it..But I love too eat.. Can we just eat without worry for getting faaaaa***t? I hope we can, but we unfortunately can't. Those food too delicious and to evil!!

a blue postcard

I don't know what a proper way to write what really hanging in my mind right now. Okay, hit the point, I'm feeling one of bestgirl,kinda look like a completely stranger to me. She come visited me a couple days ago, like usual, we talk,share,gossip and laugh.But something went wrong in my head. It started when she said she's finally make a relationship with one in our group. Well, to be clear, let me start with a couple month ago story. My group of seven since highschool had become a group with really intimate bond and we're just like family. Last year, someone,lets call him "X" -who also went into some high school with us- entering our little group and play along with us. He get in touch,,share,,and commit to our little group, just like he's belong to us.. For me, its not a big problem (at that moment), and so the others (I think). Then, the problems comes along.. I started to think one of my friend act differently, and without further notice, we start to barely talk. And then X start to had jealousy problem with his current girlfriend. Essentially, the X's girlfriend got jealous of my bestgirl who she considered had more ties to her boyfriend. and she thought her boy had a feeling to this girl too.Being lazy discuss further, I immediately asked my bestgirl and X ,if it's true or not. I asked them about two and three times and the answer remains the same. Whether they really like each other or not.And clearly they both said : NO!!

There I left with the answer NO..by that, I think there's no problem anymore as long as they commit and firm. But the fact was not the case .. some time after that, when she visited me, she told me that she and the X have formed a loving relationship. All I did was pause and laugh. I don't even know what to say anymore..I have no word, except "Its your problem..I am no one who deserve to talk about who you should or shouldn't love.". I admit. By that time, that's all I can say. And that's it,,that's when I began to feel she's change. A completely stranger. Maybe I can't explain more detail about how I feel. She's totally different now, and and my mind makes the X look very bad,it's like every single thing he did before, has a purpose. and that make me sick. I know I'm not supposed to feel and act this way.. I supposed to support and bless whatever her choice. But really, it felt so weird and annoying.

It takes time to be OK with whats going on..

dark rare cheese

Honeymoon Dessert was no longer in Plaza Indonesia!!! Hiks!
but Maquis isn't bad ;)

we don't really know what exactly what we want from this world. we don't really know how to face the world either. But juts because sometimes world's sucks..doesn't mean we hate living in this beautiful world. You can always talking about someone else with your girls and laugh your ass off about it. It doesn't matter. Cause somewhere, people talks about you too. Sometimes its a good thing,,and most time its a bad one.Lol. In our offense, we're not being cynical or over-reacted or skeptical (you name it..) we're just looking for something fun.Yea,like you never did it!!*smirk.

partner in shoe

"Cinderella is proof that a pair of shoes can change your life' - Disney

what the future hold.

Wednesday afternoon,
I cannot help but wonder, however, if we do not invent our own destiny, design our own fate, to suit our circumstances,. How much of love is a trick of the mind, a mere feat of verbal acrobatics, to accommodate persons who just happen to cross our path and who suit our needs at one particular moment in time?

there's definitely no logic
to human behaviour
but yet so irresistible

there is no map
to human behaviour

they're terribly moody
then all of a sudden turn happy
but, oh, to get involved in the exchange
of human emotions is ever so satisfying

there's no map and
a compass
wouldn't help at all

2minutes

No matter how much you feel down,
time will fly by, so fast, to wipe that frown.
It's time to leave all the sorrow behind,
wake up, get up, start a new beginning.
Let all the painful and restless nights unwind,
because baby, this time you're winning.