suddenly..

Truth is, aku tidak tahu tujuanku apa.  I have no idea where I’m going in life.  And it gets pretty scary sometimes if I let myself think about it.  Yang aku tahu hanya menjalani hidup ini one day at a time, bekerja, makan, tidur, tertawa, ngobrol.  As long as I got some jobs to do and men to do, I’m fine.  I should be fine. 

we are stronger

2013 is kinda a crisis year for some of us..we're turning 26 years old this year. Well, to be honest, for me age is just a number, I am one of those people who though 'what is number if you can't act as your age'.. But still, if you bring it to your society and our eastern culture, 26 is the age where a women forced to think about marriage, kids and stuff. I plan to write about this stuff in one post,later :). Anyhoo, other than those things above, I really consider to think about my own life. I think I have problem to decide which path I want to walk on. More on questioning my self lately. What is I really really want. I've been in this super comfort zone for a while,pffft..for too long.  Too long that I surely can see a fungus in my brain. But not too long to think I maybe a lil afraid to move on to other place whereas maybe have a better view. I really need to move on, move out from this super comfort zone.. I even hate my self lately.. I miss me hahaha. Once I'd read somewhere, 

Life's never getting easy, but we're getting stronger.