#WORD

BOY : Does he make you laugh like I did?

GIRLS : He doesn't make me cry like you did

simply fresh

MERDEKA!!!

Yay.. Happy birthday my Indonesia...I love you, but I hate our government :( . Sekali Merdeka tetap Merdeka!!!Lol..

(ps : I love this pic so much!! Full with smile and happy-face)

Anyway, after long plan and kinda lil' bit complex,, me and all my best-friend (the group) met up and break the fast together. Lets say it a reunion..It felt so good to finally meet them all again, although not all of them showed up, I do feel relieved and respected. I tell you what, its not easy to arrange some event..even its just a little reunion. You'll end up happy..or disappointed. So I do really thank for all of them who filled their little promise and make it happen there night.kisskiss.

I don't really know how to say it in a couple of word.Better write it in Bahasa,well I'll mix ;) Sebenarnya sudah cukup lama saya tidak bertemu dengan sahabat saya yang satu ini (yess, picture's above ). Terkahir bertemu..almost a year ago..waw..lumayan juga ya, padahal kami berada di kota yang sama -.-'.. anyway, disela sela obrolan mengenai relationship, tiba tiba beliau ini menyeletuk " kok kayaknya lo disakitin mulu deh din". WORD!! wow,, I do realize that, tapi entah kenapa rasanya agak berbeda jika diucapkan dan didengar dari mulut orang lain. Membuat saya berpikir dan merana..hahaha ya, jujur saya agak terdiam dan berpikir.Kenapa ya? Sahabat saya yang lain pernah berkata, "well, skarang kamu dikasih sakit dulu,nanti baru bahagia sampe akhir". Terdengar so cheeesssy dan cliche..tapi yaaaaa semoga saja benar ;) Namun untuk saat ini mungkin boleh dibilang saya sedang berada dalam masa transisi..After all yang terjadi setahun terakhir ini,membuat saya benar benar sulit untuk percaya pada relationship yang "baik" . Semoga saja saya tidak menekan tombol trauma. Anyway, he is the one who told me:

"In life, there will always be things, or people, that make us cry, that betray us, that steal from us, that make us wanna kill ourselves at a certain point of time. But let go. Let go of the anger, the grudge, and any intention for revenge. Let go and see the bigger picture. An unhappy moment in life, is just another moment among other moments to come. Let go and move on." That's kinda made me believe to let go of the people who hurt you. They are toxic. It's nice to be nice, but it's wiser to be wise. I believe God taught us to be nice to people, but God never told us to please everyone we know. We have the right to do the right thing. And as the owner of our own life, we know what's right for us.
Maybe he's even not remember that he once told me that,cause he's the one who I find so hard to move on (oppss..!)

I never imagine how a simple "take care" word can make me feel touched and suddenly sad.
we will never know and sometimes we're not even realize when our word gonna touch somebody and make their life better or worst. We don't realize we can impact on someone life story.

p.e.o.p.l.e

People said I've change so much.
Well, here's the truth. I grew up.
I stopped letting people push me around all the time.
I learned that you can't always be happy.
I (try) accepted reality.

x.o.x.o

Fast!!Fasting!!

Y-A-Y
Ramadhan finally hit us again.
a very exciting month for the Muslims. During which all the holy and all prayers be heard.
I really like the fasting month,makes me eager to determine the iftar menu, making me more and become closer to Allah. I rather difficult to withstand thirst, but that's the point ;) to refrain from any kind of temptation. Plus the living bonus, Iftar invitation to strengthen the relationship, Eid bonus from the office,cost lunch , and if lucky, you can lose weight..Lol.

Happy fasting!
hopefully a blessing month.