what the future hold.

Wednesday afternoon,
I cannot help but wonder, however, if we do not invent our own destiny, design our own fate, to suit our circumstances,. How much of love is a trick of the mind, a mere feat of verbal acrobatics, to accommodate persons who just happen to cross our path and who suit our needs at one particular moment in time?

there's definitely no logic
to human behaviour
but yet so irresistible

there is no map
to human behaviour

they're terribly moody
then all of a sudden turn happy
but, oh, to get involved in the exchange
of human emotions is ever so satisfying

there's no map and
a compass
wouldn't help at all

2minutes

No matter how much you feel down,
time will fly by, so fast, to wipe that frown.
It's time to leave all the sorrow behind,
wake up, get up, start a new beginning.
Let all the painful and restless nights unwind,
because baby, this time you're winning.

its CINDY not CANDY

CINDY KO!!

CINDY KO!!

a couple hours ago, I'm doing blogwalker and found her!I have to say, this person already cool and looking GOOOD, without ( looking ) trying so hard, and that was a good thing.Its so bored to see fashion blogger who always do the same pose, even tough with different outfit. (uhuk..yes I'm talking about you, DRS). From all I know (after reading her blog), this Cindy person had one cute son and she's living in Hongkong. I have no idea what she's been doing for living, but she seems rich (of course!) and always attending numerous social events. Anyway, thats not important , the thing is, she always wearing wearable clothes and its so me (if I may say).. highly recommended for reference!! Go to her blog,click here!! GO!!GO!!GO!!

a*s!

I don’t support the whole size 0 thing in fashion, not even size 2 but i do want to lose a big chunk of weight to be able to fit into more clothes. Trust me, there are things that only look good a certain way and the only way to make it look good is to let it hang on your body. I know im not that“FAT” but sometimes i just wish my pants don’t have to reluctantly Morph around my fat arse. I swear i could hear it screaming take me off!!! hahaha seriously.

happy F-day Boni!!

HAPPY BLESS-DAY BORN-DAY
FAUZIA BONITA!!!

what a nice dinner we had
share laugh and evil smirk
being F isn't easy, mate ;)

R.E.S.P.E.C.T

R-E-S-P-E-C-T
Find out what it means to me
R-E-S-P-E-C-T
Take care, TCB

- Aretha Franklin-

actually a little risky if you talk about this, I mean, who am I to talk about this word. its kinda heavy word.

first case:
My female cousin had a fight with her bestfriend, dont really know what's really going on in there, but from what I heard, this fight lead into we-don't-have-to-see-each-other-anymore. All I said to my cousin's is just to calm for a while and let her bestfriend emotions calm. But,she wont listen, she keep calling and asking her bestfriend to meet and talk through their problem. You know what her bestfriend said? : Its a NO!!. Then I said to her maybe he not ready yer,maybe the emotions still in the highest place. And after that, my cousin again asked the same question and still get the same answer. Then she told me she decide to come directly to her friend's house without prior notice. OF COURSE I SAID : HELL TO THE NO!!
second case:
one of my friends a bit fat, but I think she kinda rock that look.She look cute and sweet. One day, she has a major crush with her office -mate. But she told me that her crush didn't like girl with excess fat. OMG,what kind of excuse is that?!! And now, she trying to lose some weight. -.-'.

I mean hell what..Its not like people can destroy your look or heart, Its really ok to give your self a little respect. Take some of it and people not make a credit of you anymore. Its not easy, but it kinda important thing to stand up and heads up. We are livin' in the world fulled with piece of crap and war begin to start everywhere...If you're not gonna respect your self..who else?

Regards,

Afternoon delight

from now on, I'll try so hard to:

"Never ever tell someone lies just to spare their feelings"

It'll hurt.someday.

Bring it 24!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

my dearest dearest SHANTIKA EMBUNDINI AKBARI! or also known as ME :)
I wish me have a good health, long age, and a meaningful life with meaningful people...
I love you,me!

turning 24..

whats with it?

although, I do have some tough about my future life, but it end up with.."well...yeaaah..ok take it easy". Spent the night dinner with my bestfriends at the rooftop and laugh hard at that number 24. They wishes me have a great relationship (as always..) and not blue anymore. I do realize i have a lot things to change..to make me a better person..a lot of bad habit!! but as a friend said ; Love them enough and those bad habit are easy to forget.Hahaha.

so,how beach are you?

its SAMBOLO baby!!!
no word..
not gonna comment or write anything about it.
let me keep it undercover ;)

wuff.wuff.laff.laff

on tuesday

BE PROUD OF WHO YOU ARE

I am not confident.I know I'm smart, but not in the ways that count.I read people much better than books but I never have the words to explain my finding.I'm only as funny as I feel,and I do not think I'm pretty.I sometimes walk with my head down.My posture is terrible.I think horrible things about people and I let my emotions get the best of me.I'm really not as nice as I'd like to be,or as innocent as you think I am.I am a perfectionist.I am a contradiction to everything I want to stand for.I'm a big dreamer with little motivation.I'm really no good at all, on my own.But I am analyctical with my self.And I don't understand how anyone could ever be cocky or proud when they are aware of all the disgusting things that they think and do, but no one knows.We're all broken enough to humble.

darren said

Aulya's tie the knot

congrats Auls!!!Ibens!!

been together for 7 years, and now their journey begin :')

It was quite a wedding and as I stood there watching I realized something I'd forgotten a long time ago. Sometimes in life there really are bonds formed that can never be broken. Sometimes you really can find that one person who will stand by you no matter what. Maybe you will find it in a spouse and celebrate it with your dream wedding. But there's also the chance that the one person you can count on for a lifetime, the one person who knows you sometimes better than you know yourself is the same person who's been standing beside you all along.

kisses.

errrr......

a friend : so, who's your most favorite singer so far?
me : Rachel Berry!!

friend : -_________-''

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welcoming the most