Saturday

It was my few days of depression. I wasn't stressed, I was in fact depressed. It's very hard to explain how I really felt and the reason behind..I guess it's all an accumulation of things that have been going on in my life. I've been trying to think about it, and I guess I came up with a conclusion: it's a mean world out there. There will always be people who lie to you, who loves bringing you down, who hates you for whatever reason

there I was, decided too had a sleepover at Anggi's, after a dress hunting - which end up with nothing and we bought shoes instead-, quick dinner and talked about life and a friend who trying really hard to be a celebrity and denying and forgetting everything she had before.it just boom!

I might not be strong, but I am one happy girl. I will never let anything nor anyone take away that spirit. For whatever mistakes I have done, I have apologized. If I am not forgiven, then that's it. For whatever mess I made, I'm always trying my best to fix it. If my effort is not appreciated, then that's it.

Let us be comfortable with who we are, what we have, and we what we are capable of. Let us reject any negative influences, and remain positive and humble every time.Be true to yourself..

Lalaland-Lala

Monster are real.ghost are real too.
They live inside us, and sometimes the win

- Stephen King-

me?me?me?Not me!!

created by : Apin

Apin:
Hei sissy, change your avatar with this.

Me:
What? oh,Why?

Apin:
You asked me to make your face into anime avatar

Me:
Oyeah..(Shocked) But its not me..Really!! which part of this picture is me?

Apin:
Aah..dont need to be modest

Me:
But....this is not me. (speechless)

Apin :
Say thank you please..

Me:
err..Thank you..I guess -.-'

well said

8hrs.zz.zz

its saturday
two city
8hours
i'm done :(

its Jar of Heart

I know I can't take one more step towards you
'Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore?
You lost the love I loved the most

And I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

And I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time

Dear, it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises

And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?


-Christina Perri-

love of his life is a young actress

so, I watched this movie a couple days ago. Cast by Rachel Bilson and Tom Sturridge,who-happen-to-known-as-Rob Pattinson-Bestfriend (So?). Anyway,,the story is about Will Donner (Tom) and Emma Twist (Bilson) his neighbors and best friends. Separated at the age of 10, Emma grows into a beautiful, bright young woman while Will never quite advances emotionally. Now a young adult, he remains a sweet, innocent boy trapped in a man's body. Will needs to reconnect with Emma and continue the "relationship" that was never allowed to bloom into their teenage years. She increasingly becomes the object of his desire as he matures. Stuck in childhood, Will is determined to track her down and profess the love that he's held inside for so many years.It's the story of a poor dude, a real nut case, who dresses like a tu*d with pajamas an sneakers and his hat. He's been following the "love of this life to be married girlfriend" - only problem is, the girlfriend doesn't know bout it, or him, because he's been hiding and stalking her for years. In fact, everybody knows about this but they're so sick and mentally challenged and indecent that nobody has told the poor girl. Only dude's bro has some sense in him. All other people find that normal. Finally she'll realize he's been stalking her and she tells him but he's a real dummy. "I go where you go" he says. Cute. Sheet that's stupid. Poor girl just helped that loser a long time ago when they were kids and now she's rewarded by a pluto hanging around.

Will Donner:
If I had one wish it would be that your life brings you a taste of happiness that you brought me.
That you can feel what it's like to love.

As for the acting, nothing outstanding here but overall satisfactory. Rachel Bilson's acting skills are very limited but she always does an OK job. On the other hand,Tom Sturridge was great. His character was not an easy one but he played it very well. Again, the script is to blame for the character's flaws because as far as the way the role was played, it couldn't have been better. Richard Jenkins and Blythe Danner did the best they could with what they were given. I should also mention the soundtrack which was very good and fitting. Overall, it's a sweet little love story but you shouldn't watch this film with high expectations.

Great soundtrack as well! One of my favorites at the festival this year; I highly recommended to download!!

The Mostar Diving Club.

Waiting for Goodbye (click to download)
World's Apart (click to download)
World's Collide (click to download)

hubby and wifey and singing

Happy wedding Disty a.k.a Titiiiw..
oh you looked so beautiful..
come on.,..give us nephew soon!!!lol!


Enjoying rainy Bogor in the afternoon
treat ourself culinary things and karaoke
Yay!


anyway,this elephant's ceramic cost $98 -.-'

Get it right!!

GLEE - Sneak Peek "Go Your Own Way"

It's funny how Rachel is annoying innocent girl, but when she sings, she is actually a rock star inside!

here's the lyric by the way ;)

-Go Your Own Way-

Loving you
Is it the right thing to do?
How can I ever change things
That I feel?

If I could
Maybe I’d give you my world
How can I
When you won’t take it from me

You can go your own way
Go your own way
You can call it
Another lonely day
You can go your own way
Go your own way

Tell me why
Everything turned around
Packing up
Shacking up’s all you wanna do

If I could
Baby I’d give you my world
Open up
Everything’s waiting for you

You can go your own way
Go your own way
You can call it
Another lonely day
You can go your own way
go your own way

You can go your own way
Go your own way
You can call it
Another lonely day
You can go your own way
go your own way
You can call it
Another lonely day

You can go your own way…
Call it another lonely day…
you can go your own way…

crisis Criss

quoting :

APOLOGIZING :

does not always mean you are wrong
and the other person is right
It just means you value your relationship
more than your ego

-anonim-

summer = beach?

summer summer woohooo
beach beach im cumin'


JUNE 2011

Sambolo beach - Carita



July 2011

Tiram beach - west sumatera


Sikuai Island - Sumatera

let's Amien with me ;)

in the corner

its really random..
scroll down please.LOL!!
Ihad a writer block..but i enjoy this photos below..
I looove my shoes!!!



and I heart my besties!!!

ten things i hate about influenza

1. its make me feel sick..and i don't like being sick person

2. its not support green peace..coz' make me need a lot of tissue

3. its make my nose inexperienced,, hello, runny-nosed!

4. its cause a head-ache. arrgh!

5. its make me snoring while sleeping, in fact i hate snorer!

6. its make, you know, wake up in the morning and plug one side of my nose

7. its make me cant drink cold water or ice cream

8. its not allowed me to play with my little niece..i'll infected her!

9. its make my voice different..weird one!

10. its make me cant breathe normally!!



damn you flu-viruses!!!!

quote of the day

"GOD CREATED MAN BEFORE WOMAN. BUT THEN AGAIN YOU ALWAYS MAKE A ROUGH DRIFT BEFORE CREATING THE MASTERPIECE"