end of 2nd

• can't wait for final episode of HIMYM yet not ready for it to come to an end :(
• less-sleep
• losing weight since the military training couple months ago, and now tryin' super hard to keep it.
• finally able to close the CC's. But now craving for another one. Hey, its important :))
• hot news: Dandy ,Utun, Pijul and Edit...are getting married this year!!
• not watching Glee anymore
• Moving to a new rent-room next to the office. Larger, closer to work place, more comfy,.....more expensive. #d'oh!
• didn't really have time to enjoy my free time. I rather sleep.
• I miss watching running man, big bang theory, new girl, and grey's anatomy. How are they?
• 5 minutes walking to the nearest cinema. Wohoo!!
• slowly come put from my comfort zone
• all I can think is trip trip trip and another trips!
• Malang at the end of March. Hope that Bromo is in good condition so i'm able to FINALLY goin'.
• Lovin' Ed Sheeran and Swift's song : Everything Has Changed || Avicii : Wake Me Up
• having fun at work.

FAQ

ASKED: BAGAIMANA CARANYA MELEPAS SESEORANG YANG PERNAH SANGAT DISAYANGI? SEDANGKAN DIA SEKARANG SUDAH BAHAGIA BERSAMA YANG LAIN?

APA INI PERTANYAAN SERIUS, YAITU KAMU BERTANYA TENTANG BAGAIMANA CARA MELEPAS SESEORANG YANG SUDAH BAHAGIA BERSAMA YANG LAIN? SAYANGKU, KAMU TIDAK PERLU MELEPASNYA, SEBAB IA SUDAH LEBIH DULU MELEPASMU. TERIMALAH..

“Don’t hang out with people who don’t love you. Don’t try to impress people who aren’t worth it. Don’t try to win people over who aren’t worth it. Focus on yourself, and focus on the people who are really awesome and who love you. Don’t hang out with people who make you feel like shit. Don’t spend your energy on them. There is so much pressure to be part of the right thing: well, you should create the right thing. If you don’t see it, create it. If you don’t see what you want, be the change you want to see.”

—	Beth Ditto

“People say to you, ‘you’ve changed’, or something like that, well, I hope, for the sake of God that you have changed, because I don’t want to be the same person all my life. I want to be growing, I want to be expanding. I want to be changing. Because animate things change, inanimate things don’t change. Dead things don’t change. And the heart should be alive, it should be changing, it should be moving, it should be growing, its knowledge should be expanding.”

—	Shaykh Hamza Yusuf

entah kenapa hal ini selalu jadi issue di otak saya 6 bulan terakhir ini. Awalnya ini melintas karena seorang sahabat yg slalu bring this up in every conversation we had..Ternyata hal yang ia anggap hanya sebagai jokes sederhana bisa menjadi sesuatu yg luar biasa untuk saya. Turns out its true what people said about - you have no idea how a small piece of words you said can be a big damage to someone else-.

siapa yang datang dan tidak pergi..

That's a strong words. Selama saya berusaha untuk tidak pergi, selama itulah saya merasa mereka perlahan meninggalkan..Bukan karena suatu hal,namun perlahan lenyap begitu saja. Komunikasi intens, obrolan hangat, sapaan kecil sekedar bertukar kabar.. Apa yg sebenarnya terjadi? Berjuta juta asumsi asumsi bodoh menari nari dikepala..Well, the overthinking me take part on this situation. And she win.

I really don't care but care. I don't really wanna think about this but I cant helped it. Dulu saya slalu berpikir, why we should leave our comfort zone? Why dont we make another comfort zone and keep both occupied?. 

or..

Do I really have to leave that comfort zone?

2014

Jezz!

My last post is in October 2013?!

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2014 AFTER ALL

YEAR OF HOPE

YEAR OF CHANGE


*fingercross*