why i'm feeling super sensitive lately?
I already got my period, and next period should be at the end of the month. Hei yaaa,welcome september. I already hate you before so pleeeasee just play it safe, play it straight and let us move on to next month.
I really need to get this whole thing out of my head. Seriously, I even come to think "what am I doing with my life?"..or.. "what i'm gonna doing with my life?". Last night, me and one of my bestgirl already turn the lights off and hit the bed. With all the sudden, she come with one question, "Din, may I know anything about Lupus?".. Got me a little shocked but I told her everything I know about it. One thing led to another, it become a bit serious convo..
Lately, this whole month made realize a couple things..think think think..worry that I'll be overthink.
Lately, this whole month made realize a couple things..think think think..worry that I'll be overthink.
- Family always comes first,they said.But when you got married, which family is going to take predence? Which family coming first ? His/Her family, your family or your little family with him? Its really nice to see a couple who able to being fair and made both big family happy as they are. But, as long as my sighting,, I find its hard thing to do. Theres always one side who made it as a problem and come with frown heart.hahaha...One side will need more time with their big family. Talking my own relative, seems like he'd been "controlled" with his wife and put more credit to his wife family than his own. And its made me kinda sad being on his own family. I'm gonna give a super standing applause to people who could do it fair way :) So that everyone happy.
- World trying to tell us that people change..they aren't adopt,they change! Well, maybe they are adopt first and then get used to it and voila! You just like barely know them.Not to be offensive, but after a lot of tittle - tattle , however we come to an conclusion. : men's change when they got a job. well, how can it happen? We assumed thats because their ego comes a little bit more extreme because now that they thing they got some power over his own self , making his own money, and got busy with his own work. So maybe its better when you "meet" him after his got a job and has an employee status. I dont know, maybe its my own opinion (and lot of my girlfriends ;)), but it did happen! By that time you've got ti sing it with Gotye...now you're just somebody that I used to know..
- Sometimes when people said, easy come easy go, I will not that easy to believe that. But now, believe me, its true!!!!
- I remember on one episode of Friends when Joey and Phoebe fight about good deeds, and Joey being a stubborn one and think that there's nothing such a good deeds. People always want something. And Phoebe insist that there is one. But on this, I am Team Joey. I also think that there is no such things such a good deeds, people always want it back to them. Something back to them. Even for a probono thing and you donate something, you must be want a pleasure feeling. When you did a nice things to people, you must be want they did the same thing to you. In my Religion, it called ilmu Ikhlas, and it did really really hard to conceive.
- People said when you be nice to your friends, they will do the same thing to you.. Well, that was people said.
- Carpe Diem. or nowadays people called it YOLO (You Only Live Once).Seize the day. Live for today, tomorrow is a different story. Say it to yourself, like Matt Damon said on We Bought A Zoo - all we need is 20 second of insane courage - . But pleeeaaassseeeee, DON'T imply it on your wallet and bank account. I'm the one who hit the rock bottom. Take it from me, its not easy live in this big city and your alone without your family on your side to support you. In the past few years, I always think like that, we always can find money,but hey, theres no harm to use it wisely right ;) . It hit me when I realize that I cant hold it to my older brother anymore, he has a live too, and of course I cant ask my mom for money anymore, i'm the who should give it to her. I am the one who have to support myself.Guess life is getting hard ha? hahahahhaha Don't be surprise if knowing a fact that I always put a envy to people my age who always get what they want cause they still "have" parent to ask for it ;) *you know what I mean*
- We always wanna look great and super strong, even in front of our bestfriend. We always intend to hide the feeling and put it under the blanket. Let it hide and try to never show it off. But, sometimes its good to release some vein and tell the prob to person you believe. Some people might think they don't wanna share it because they don't wanna make it hard to everybody and bothered them. Trust me, it won't. They probably even help you solve your problem, but hey a least you a bit relieved. That's what friend are for right?. Because again, ,maybe they have some story that they wanna tell you and its hard for them too. Win win solutions.
- take a day off and have a Me Time... you need that!
- World trying to tell us that people change..they aren't adopt,they change! Well, maybe they are adopt first and then get used to it and voila! You just like barely know them.Not to be offensive, but after a lot of tittle - tattle , however we come to an conclusion. : men's change when they got a job. well, how can it happen? We assumed thats because their ego comes a little bit more extreme because now that they thing they got some power over his own self , making his own money, and got busy with his own work. So maybe its better when you "meet" him after his got a job and has an employee status. I dont know, maybe its my own opinion (and lot of my girlfriends ;)), but it did happen! By that time you've got ti sing it with Gotye...now you're just somebody that I used to know..
- Sometimes when people said, easy come easy go, I will not that easy to believe that. But now, believe me, its true!!!!
- I remember on one episode of Friends when Joey and Phoebe fight about good deeds, and Joey being a stubborn one and think that there's nothing such a good deeds. People always want something. And Phoebe insist that there is one. But on this, I am Team Joey. I also think that there is no such things such a good deeds, people always want it back to them. Something back to them. Even for a probono thing and you donate something, you must be want a pleasure feeling. When you did a nice things to people, you must be want they did the same thing to you. In my Religion, it called ilmu Ikhlas, and it did really really hard to conceive.
- People said when you be nice to your friends, they will do the same thing to you.. Well, that was people said.
- Carpe Diem. or nowadays people called it YOLO (You Only Live Once).Seize the day. Live for today, tomorrow is a different story. Say it to yourself, like Matt Damon said on We Bought A Zoo - all we need is 20 second of insane courage - . But pleeeaaassseeeee, DON'T imply it on your wallet and bank account. I'm the one who hit the rock bottom. Take it from me, its not easy live in this big city and your alone without your family on your side to support you. In the past few years, I always think like that, we always can find money,but hey, theres no harm to use it wisely right ;) . It hit me when I realize that I cant hold it to my older brother anymore, he has a live too, and of course I cant ask my mom for money anymore, i'm the who should give it to her. I am the one who have to support myself.Guess life is getting hard ha? hahahahhaha Don't be surprise if knowing a fact that I always put a envy to people my age who always get what they want cause they still "have" parent to ask for it ;) *you know what I mean*
- We always wanna look great and super strong, even in front of our bestfriend. We always intend to hide the feeling and put it under the blanket. Let it hide and try to never show it off. But, sometimes its good to release some vein and tell the prob to person you believe. Some people might think they don't wanna share it because they don't wanna make it hard to everybody and bothered them. Trust me, it won't. They probably even help you solve your problem, but hey a least you a bit relieved. That's what friend are for right?. Because again, ,maybe they have some story that they wanna tell you and its hard for them too. Win win solutions.
- take a day off and have a Me Time... you need that!
Well, think thats quite enough for me to wrote in this calm evening..Cup of tea would be nice...
